In Memory of Tim Crossan

There is a love, a special love, that is for you alone. There is a place deep in my heart that only you can own. I will always love you, forget you never. The love of my life, forever and ever.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

Thursday, July 17, 2008

WILL I EVER LOVE AGAIN

will i ever love again
a question on my mind
will i ever love another
like you in this life

if it was meant to be it'll happen
this is what i am told
but i fear i won't find another
and will die alone

will i ever love again
i really miss you now
will i ever love again
thinking about it just brings me down
i wake up at night
with sweat in my eyes
my heart starts pounding
and i begin to cry

well it's better to have loved
and i still have my memories
they'll always make me happy
and set my heart at ease

BY GIANNI

Monday, May 19, 2008

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason bringing something we must learn.
We are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return.
Now I don't know if I believe that that is true but I know I'm who I am today because I knew you...
Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun,
Like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood...
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?

But because I knew you I have been changed for good. It well may be that we will never meet again
So let me say
So much of me is what I have learned from you.
You'll be with me, like a handprint on my heart now whatever way our stories may end.
I know you have rewritten mine by being my friend and lover...
Like a ship blown from it's mooring by a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a skybird in a distant wood. Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you...
I have been changed for good
And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness for letting you go...
Well I guess there is blame to share...
And none of it seems to matter anymore

Sunday, April 27, 2008

A DREAM LASTS FOREVER

A million old soldiers will fade away
But a dream goes on forever
I'm left standing here, I've got nothing to say
All is silent within my dream
A thousand true loves will live and die
But a dream lives on forever
The days and the years will go streaking by
But the time has stopped in my dream
We all have our everyday hopes and fears
And you'll find no exception in me
But that doesn't get me through a sea of tears
Over life's biggest tragedy
You're so long ago and so far away
But my dream lives on forever
I guess I believe that I'll see you one day
For without it there is no dream
You're so far away and so long ago
But my dream goes on forever
And how much I loved you you'll never know
'Til you join me within my dream

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

25 YEARS AGO TODAY

This day has weighed heavy on my mind for awhile now. In the last year I have had the opportunity to share with one of Tim's closest friends what happened between Tim and I. He has helped me in so many ways that I can't even begin to thank him enough.

Last May, I finally was able to get the courage to talk to the one person who had the answers I needed. He could only remember a little about that last night Tim came to see me. He tried to assure me that I shouldn't feel guilty, yet that is easier said than done. I had waited too long to talk to him as the years passed by. I will always regret making Tim leave my house that stormy night.

I still think of Tim everyday and wonder about all the woulda, coulda, shoulda's. I also know that by changing anything that happened in the past would change everything in my life today. I'll keep him in my heart and love him forever until the day I die. I need to just remember the time we shared together and know that no one can EVER take that away from me.


WHO'D YOU BE TODAY?

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I BELIEVE

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

ONE MORE DAY