25 YEARS AGO TODAY

This day has weighed heavy on my mind for awhile now. In the last year I have had the opportunity to share with one of Tim's closest friends what happened between Tim and I. He has helped me in so many ways that I can't even begin to thank him enough.

Last May, I finally was able to get the courage to talk to the one person who had the answers I needed. He could only remember a little about that last night Tim came to see me. He tried to assure me that I shouldn't feel guilty, yet that is easier said than done. I had waited too long to talk to him as the years passed by. I will always regret making Tim leave my house that stormy night.

I still think of Tim everyday and wonder about all the woulda, coulda, shoulda's. I also know that by changing anything that happened in the past would change everything in my life today. I'll keep him in my heart and love him forever until the day I die. I need to just remember the time we shared together and know that no one can EVER take that away from me.

WHO'D YOU BE TODAY?