A DREAM LASTS FOREVER

A million old soldiers will fade away
But a dream goes on forever
I'm left standing here, I've got nothing to say
All is silent within my dream
A thousand true loves will live and die
But a dream lives on forever
The days and the years will go streaking by
But the time has stopped in my dream
We all have our everyday hopes and fears
And you'll find no exception in me
But that doesn't get me through a sea of tears
Over life's biggest tragedy
You're so long ago and so far away
But my dream lives on forever
I guess I believe that I'll see you one day
For without it there is no dream
You're so far away and so long ago
But my dream goes on forever
And how much I loved you you'll never know
'Til you join me within my dream

25 YEARS AGO TODAY

This day has weighed heavy on my mind for awhile now. In the last year I have had the opportunity to share with one of Tim's closest friends what happened between Tim and I. He has helped me in so many ways that I can't even begin to thank him enough.

Last May, I finally was able to get the courage to talk to the one person who had the answers I needed. He could only remember a little about that last night Tim came to see me. He tried to assure me that I shouldn't feel guilty, yet that is easier said than done. I had waited too long to talk to him as the years passed by. I will always regret making Tim leave my house that stormy night.

I still think of Tim everyday and wonder about all the woulda, coulda, shoulda's. I also know that by changing anything that happened in the past would change everything in my life today. I'll keep him in my heart and love him forever until the day I die. I need to just remember the time we shared together and know that no one can EVER take that away from me.

WHO'D YOU BE TODAY?